i'm getting that feeling again, the same one i get before the start of every term. a mixture of dread, and anxiety, and excitement. hm, and for some reason, i'm feeling very unfulfilled and lonely. which is why i'm sleeping over at the Brother's again a.k.a next door to my room.

2nd half of 2nd term starts, technically, tomoro. i'm pretty excited, since my last 'start of term' saw me rolling down the stairs, and i'm pretty hard up on NOT rolling down again this time. start of term marks the end of slacking and before you can say "LfreakinSE", it'll be AS Finals. fuhreakay. 

results are finally in by mail, and i did pretty well, thanks. (:

Bah. empty. feel like lopping off my hair just to get a hairwash/blowdry which might make me feel less tensed up, albeit temporarily.

SO.

look what i found,

YingYe3+1 OST!

all has to do with EXPECTATIONS man. Walked into Fantasy @ Pyramid not really expecting to find it there, coz it JUST came out in Taiwan, and WHAM! right there, hidden behind the Corner With Love OST. ngeheheh. it took me all of 2 seconds to decide to buy it. haha. Sheng told me not to stand so close to him, in case people associated me with him. :D i was clutching on to it for dear life, and hopping around. so, yea. hehe. but i'ma happy kid. :D

How do you know how much is too much?

Too much too soon. Too much information. Too much fun. Too much love. Too much to ask..

...and when is it all just too much to bear?

i refuse to believe it.

refreshed the page countless times.

denial.denial.DENIAL.

will wait for snail mail.

in a very dangerous position now.

uh-oh.

been waiting for the postman, anxiously, hopefully. apparently it's out online today, but since i never(bothered to)change my Taylor's Portal password, I can't access my results. means i gotta wait for the snailmail. yay.

hate to admit it, but you Astro veterens are right - at times, there really is NOTHING to watch. and coming from ME, that really means there's nothing to watch. blah. and (not helping!) the DVD player is spoilt, so i can't get started on PrisonBreak, which i borrowed fr Eric ages ago. :D hehe.

I passed my QTI pre-test! well, not with flying colours. haha, it was barely a test. all i did was pass one round-a-bout and came back. hm. i got all freaked out for ONE roundabout. the test was barely 2 minutes. ish. but, in 2 mins, i almost knocked down a fella. oops. the instructor/examiner person was like, "eh, relaks la!" my gawd. i was shaking fr head-to-toe ok. XP

the holidays are ending! weeks just fly by man. Sam-ians and Aussies are finishing college soon! gosheroo.

Mum's bday pics,

Mummy's VerySpecialCake, courtesy of Dad's Designs. X)

B'day Breakfast @ Westin KL(they have THE best breakfast buffet there.)
I Love Mummy. (:

The Whole Clan. (:

YingYe3+1 episode 8 is out..Mandarin-subtitled. therefore, i will ever-so-patiently wait till Friday for the English-subtitled one. X) watch me do it man. WILLPOWAH. :D

Last but not least,

Happy 17th Birthday..

..to the ExtraordinaryFriend who's been there since Forever. (:

MUCHLOVES.(:

p.s. we hv to take better/more recent pics. THAT one is old, and we look dirty and sweaty fr Charity Work. X)

Ya know, Mel..this pic still makes me laugh like mad. X)

how much have YOU changed? (IU Vid`05)

aw Liying, why so sad? (: (2Beta`03)

ridiculously young. (BBQ Night`03?)

timeless. (: (Prefect's Camp`04?)

The Trio. (: (`05?)

why don't i have an OLD pic with Nat? hm.

my right foot is hurting again. keep having this feeling like anytime now, it'll fly off my ankle. haha, gross i know, and very Epic Movieish but yea. feels a lil loose. lol! but i'm reluctant to go for a follow up. maybe coz i haven't been doing my foot exercises. hehe.

The Curve-Ikano-Ikea-Cineileisure thang must be infectious. went there today (again) with the parents. went to Borders, and it was only when we reached that i realized it's where i bought the Phantom Of The Opera soundtrack for mum's bday tomoro AND i told her before that they sold it there. SO, i had to race upstairs to hide the Phantom Of The Opera soundtrack in the jazz section or sumfin so my mum wouldn't see it WHILE telling her some cock-a-bull story about how it's not in stock anymore. luckily, seems like i bought the last copy already. all's well. :D

Ikea is PACKED on Sundays man. It's like things are going for free. Either that or they got some Swedish version of hantu siam hidden in one of their wooden cupboards. Even my parents, who 'we'll go in for 15 mins only' came out with 2 large bags. sheesh!

call me impulsive. X)

EricOng's new profession. XD

For Thomas. :P

feeling. extremely. crabby.

bah.

spent my entire day with the computer and the TV (as usual). moped around a bit coz i have to wait oneeee wholeeeeee weeeeek for the next ep. distracted myself with Hannah Montana on Youtube. fun fun. well, Hannah was pretty entertaining. hm.

tried to watch Pride and Prejudice (the one with Keira Knightley) and i must say, i found it to be quite a feat. what with all the exaggerated English and perfectly poised tones: gah. or maybe i just wasn't in the mood - i did enjoy Bride and Prejudice. :D

and then i just started feeling really crabby and moodless. i'ma tellin ya, it's the drama that's suckin the reality outta me.

or, i just need sleep coz all i've been doing all day is watching moving objects on some type of screen and the eye is pretty darn near to the brain. which is ironic, considering i'm on 2 weeks holiday and i haven't done that much to warrant bed arrest.

bah. it's the crabbiness. how annoying.

oy my gooooooooooooood i'm fcukin PISSSEEEEEEEEEED!

agjklsdhawrtno 3rio/gdfkhjg qw'gj'q3rh!!!!!

if Ah Jiang freaking fckin dies i'll freakin stop watching the freakin show man! hklaseraefmkl;hj'ghsefio;hgjaefgk'efhfjl;ghsdfghasdfj;ghasdf.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and yay, i gotta wait one whole entire damn fckin week for the next episode.

SDHGASKLHGSDFHGLASDKHJKASDHSDHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!

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okay. BREATHEEEE in BREEEEEATHE out.

after spamming almost everyone's cbox (including mine) i have rationally reasoned that,

1) no way he can die, he's the main dude.
2) producers are not DUMB. if he dies, ratings will fall like CRAP. coz MingEn is the name of the game.
3) he so hasn't admitted to liking her. even the God of TV isn't that unfair.
4) he can't die coz he's too hot.

therefore, he's not gonna die. nuh-uh.

you with the word "D-E-N-I-A-L" playing at your lips (yes you!) - shoo! go away. he's not dead. coz I SAID SO. humpfh.

yes, i watched Hairspray. :D yes, it was awesome. Musicals freakin rock my dang socks!

in typical Musicale fashion, it started with a song, continued with many songs and ended with a song. (: whether or not it was edited/their real voices/trained voices/lipsyched, everyone sounded pretty darn amazing including Amanda Bynes and Michelle Pfeiffer (yes, she's Catwoman.) John Travolta was a great - he's still got all that Grease going on. ;)

but i SWEAR, seriously SWEAR, i couldn't POSSIBLY be the ONLY ONE swooning when Zac Efron as the ever-smooth Link Larkin came out during roll call..

"and i'm..Link."

o.m.g.

everytime he came out, Sheng and KuanLin had to practically hold me down from being excited. damn, he's pretty darn hot. and ya gotta love a guy in an old-school tux - SINGING. wow. THEY reckon i'm like a little school girl, but all I know is that he's hot. XD (okay, fine so i did really wanna watch the show coz of him.)

and Amanda Bynes is so damn hot too - AND she can sing. the whole show i was just waiting and waiting for her to sing, and when she finally did, WOW.

hothothot, even as Penny Pingleton! but when she had that lollipop in her mouth, she looks a tad Porn-ish. XP

verdict: NOT to be missed, even if you're not a musical fan. Set aside all Phantom of The Opera doubts - this is one musical you gotta watch. :D

*

started out the day way early to go to the Gym with CalvinHoungKingHow. seriously debating whether or not to send him away when i realized they uploaded Ep.7 on Veoh already, just as he reached my place. but i didn't. coz if i could wait a week, i could wait another few hours. *nodnod* okay fine so maybe he would've slaughtered me. :D

Curve at 11, and when we realized (stewpert)Cineleisure wasn't showing Hairspray we decided to go to 1u. Not before we spent like, 3 hours in Marche reminiscing about the past, about lives we literally left behind. :P

Pics,

Marche @ The Curve.
Sheng was pretty much my model for the day. :D

Amir: Oooh. Bread Pudding!
Sheng: Aren't you Puasa-ing?
Amir: X(
Sheng: XD

Hairspray @ GSC`1U
Waiting for KuanLin to get tix, and that poster is veryvery eyecatching.:D

Sushi Groove @ 1U
where they go: "Grooooovy!" everytime you go in.XD no, seriously.

My Bento Set and the 3 misfits. :D

(uh.) LOVE over Chocolate Fondue @ Koko Bistro`1U
I was just the gleeful photographer, happy enough to get Choco Dipped Strawberries. :D

and now i'l off to finish up Ep.7, which is excellent and making me smile. (:

nightey night. (: