i am now available at http://rianney.blogspot.com because my home connection doesn't bloody allow me to access blogdrive. X(

farewell Blogdrive! it's been a good long one. (:

Mel: Hi Akil! lol, mel he'd better noe how to pronounce my name by the time he gets back? btw, where have you beeeeeeeeen. msg me when ur done with exams. i gotta ask u sumfin. :D

Jeu: you've really gotta be kidding yourself, and only yourself, if you think the thing about wantons was not random. haha. i haven't heard fr u in agesssss. hope ur swell. :D my love to the wantons. :D wantons rock.

Amir: updates are now in blogspottttt. cya later. (:

hello, i'm the internet-less girl that only does her surfing/blogging/veoh-ing/emailing from either FTZ or TheWeb@TUC.. that passed her frickin driving test! wee wee weeeeeeeeeeee! :D

i've been in a horrible mood.

lack of food maybe?

convinced Xiaw Ying to go to FTZ with me. my first time, lol.

horrible dfhfhfhshfllsdkhfjvhnerlv mood.

who needs drugs and cigarettes to get high when you've got Maths, Econs and Light&Easy?

I swear, it's an au naturel HIGH when you freakin differentiate cosec(1-2x) so that you can integrate cosec(1-2x)cot(1-2x). seriously, (ok i wouldn't know)HOW can shooting up or smoking give you that exact same HIGH. i mean, it doesn't get higher than that.

And, it's comparable, really, when you learn that the government wants to keep poverty out coz it'll lower std of living so they introduce Tax Benefits to motivate and give initiative to poor workers to work harder in order to gain more income than what they actually earn; but the govt still needs funds to run the country so they rely on Indirect Taxes (Goods & Services taxes) to boost the country's finances; which is ironic since an increase in Consumption of Goods and Services will eventually lead to an increase in Aggregate Demand (AD) which will cause Demand-Pull Inflation, which is pretty bad for the economy! (it's AMAZING how Econs is a bunch of superficial theories but still have the power to influence just about ANYTHING in life.)

And, (especially when it's raining) when Atlantic Starr's Masterpiece (which i haven't heard since GodKnowsWhen) comes on the radio, it's just. such a natural high. ANY song for that matter!

makes me wonder why ppl need cigs and drugs to destress. X)

(tho i won't rule out alcohol. moderate consumption for social purposes is fine by me. XD)

get high on LIFE people! woohoo! :D

RiArt. XP

Got loads of pics-that-look-alike (it's basically lanterns, how creative can ya get?) lol. will post em tomoro, coz i am so tired. somehow i find it hard to believe it's only TUESDAY. X(

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival! (:

p.s. David Choi - That Girl. good song. (:

the thing about being thrown back into college life after 2 weeks of pure bliss and relaxation (excluding the pre-test and acc tuitions) is that you feel immediately drained as an after effect of not being able to do whatever you want whenever you want. call me dramatic, but i'm pooped.

first day back became very very apparent when the Lame Vibes started to go around again. i swear, the ONLY and SOLE reason i may seem even REMOTELY lame is coz of my classmates. and i swear, you've nv met a bunch of lamer people than the Classmates. Don't believe me? I quote Boo,

"You know why people get so smart? Coz they eat SMARTIES!"

yea, seriously. how can u blame me? XD

FINALS are in 3 weeks. just in case you haven't realized that i've blogged abt it in almost every post. :D not that i'm excited. ok, not that i'm not excited either. i was fastforwarding here, and thinking that after finals, would be another 4 weeks till term ends. 4 weeks later, term3 a.k.a. final term starts, and before we know it, POOF! it'll be A2 Finals and college will be O.V.E.R. which is uber fast. college is just like a big waiting room, just that i happen to hv to wait half a yr longer than the SAMians.

i should go take off my contacts. speaking of which, i'm compelled to share with you my experience this morning with my brand new set of contacts. put it in, and it just started stinging like MAD. which is so evil, coz i was already late and i had to go get another box and bladeebladeebla. tried it a couple of times, and each time it stung even CRAZIER. ish. sometimes i'm afraid my eye will just pop out from all the strain i put on it. what with staring at monitors almost all the time, and sometimes not even bothering to take it off at night (hehe). ok, this is just so random. XP

night! (:

"When the French conquered Algeria, they delibrately made the natives believe that they were inferior to the French. So they brainwash punya brainwash, last last the natives really believed that they were inferior to the French. So, orang hitam giat nak kahwin dengan orang coklat, orang coklat giat nak kahwin dengan orang putih. Kira nak naikkan darjat like that la. come to think of it, there may be some truth in the matter. the British dah lama chao, but sampai sekarang pun, we still believe anything Western is good. i mean you saw it kan, when anak Mrs. Tan beranak. all the relatives gathered around and like said, "WAAAAH! SO fair ahh, summore the nose also so sharp but sorry to say ah, the eyes ah abit the sepet" "
-Sepet-

i'll have you know that although i'm hazy on the details but i am extremely proud of my heritage. lol, random, but i just had the sudden urge to tell the world. XD

i LOVE (almost) all things Asian.

Asian food.
Asian Lit.
Asian Movies.
Asian Songs.
Asian people.
Asian guys.
;)

sure, i have my Western moments. but it doesn't undermine my love for my heritage. ladeela. yes, this coming from the same girl that wants to fly away to somewhere else after College. hehe, but trust me, too much of all that Western culture can be a killer. how much pasta can you eat? :/

Ashley Tisdale's voice isn't that bad. i actually kinda like it. :D

College starting tomoro, and it's 3 weeks till finals (say, yay!). crappy pants, i don't hv much time, and (needless to mention) i didn't study much(at all) during the 2 weeks of holidays i was given. ngehehe. feeling optimistic, tho. hopefulllllly,,,it'll last. (:

technically, i just cut my hair, but you'd all call me a liar considering it looks exactly the same. haha, maybe it was just an excuse to get my hairwash/blowdry.

Saw my episode8, didn't really like it, but previews for ep.9 look GREAT. the newcomer guy fella is actually kinda hot, and it'll prove a nice lil competition for MingDao. ladeelaaaa.

see, i TOLD you it's not that hard to make me happy. i'm over it, coz i choose to be. yay me!

this Pic, made me smile. (:
see if you can decipher it.
-My Masterpiece.- XP

i'd rather trouble myself, than trouble others. answers are more than often clear to me, but it's hard to say the things i should say coz i'm just not that person. vent on me? Fine. i won't retaliate. do things to hurt me? So be it. i'll take it, if it's what i have to do. This doesn't prove i'm weak. maybe it proves i'm stronger than i think, like a willow, able to bend with the wind. but at the end of the day, i'm only human. things screw up, and i only want them to get better. i wanna know it's going to be okay, that what i'm taking in will eventually dissipitate. i would very much like to know that, if i'm being used as a punching bag, it's all going to be for a better cause. i once asked why things couldn't be just black and white instead of it fcking shades of grey - it's coz we're humans, and it's coz of our inherent ability to feel without even touching. emotions get in the way, cloud the mind, make easy decisions tough and even the toughest actions easy.
really now, it's not that hard to make me happy.